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the past is more beautiful than the present and the future.

yes, i know not everybody thinks this way but i really feel this way all the time.
recently, i find myself reminiscing the past pretty often and whenever people ask about my future or even what am i doing currently, i just don't feel like talking about it.
the past is something that is irreversible. it contains so much memories. good and bad. you don't know what's gonna happen in the future or the next second but the past, you know it at your fingertips.
i love it when i find new memories in old memories. things that you have long forgotten. those good times. and when you tell them to your friends and reminisce together with them, those smiles on their faces... priceless.

i wish i can go back to the past one day. back to how every little thing began, how every friend came about, how every decision led me to where i am now. i just feel like living through life all over again.
not that i want to change anything in the past or starting life brand new on a clean sheet. but merely experiencing everything all over again. it's quite cool right? almost similar to watching a movie twice. the second time might sometimes be better.

somebody, anybody, please invent a time machine.