mondays in bed

same weekly routine

my view every monday....

for 24 hours

(hate the sun. my curtain is so sheer so i have to wear shades sometimes)

together with xiaogong + cui blackberry

yummy high tea with classmates

been a long time since i caught up with these lasalle peeps

GUESS WHO'S BACK HEHEHE

had my fav grasshopper for dinner 

adventure with rilakkuma lee!!!

in our couple navy blue outfit kekeke such great telepathy and coincidence~

matching navy blue outfits (not couple)

paging for rila's friend in the supermarket~~~

had feet dead skin for lunch

hen feeling oh

chinese galz with floating caps HAHAHAHA

 PLANKING

rila acting + awkward finger

me being a bastard edited the photo to make it look more act hahahaha

hi

a photo each in different toilets

(i don't know why i have captions for almost every single photo oops)

pretty threads and i miss school

THIS MADE ME BURST OUT LAUGHING THE WHOLE NIGHT

my dying blackberry kept sending repeated texts to rila

and she had no choice but to dm instead of texting me hahahahahahahaha

feeling really happy these days hehehe loving the whole world <3

it's not easy

i've been thinking/over-thinking

too much for me to handle 

too many secrets that people do not know of

i'm so exhausted

i can't even eat properly now. rice cuts my throat and water makes me want to puke.

want a getaway so badly

i'll come back a happy gongz that we all know 

(smile.)

pom poms on rilakkuma's back / spaz me with comics /  reminders / amara resort / happy birthday to you and your fake boyfriend / best low class pancake / knitwear for a cold sunday

i am trying and trying very hard

to the point that i really feel like giving up

i was happier

holy thursday / good friday / _____ saturday / easter sunday

been

my fav notebook

the past is more beautiful than the present and the future.

yes, i know not everybody thinks this way but i really feel this way all the time.
recently, i find myself reminiscing the past pretty often and whenever people ask about my future or even what am i doing currently, i just don't feel like talking about it.
the past is something that is irreversible. it contains so much memories. good and bad. you don't know what's gonna happen in the future or the next second but the past, you know it at your fingertips.
i love it when i find new memories in old memories. things that you have long forgotten. those good times. and when you tell them to your friends and reminisce together with them, those smiles on their faces... priceless.

i wish i can go back to the past one day. back to how every little thing began, how every friend came about, how every decision led me to where i am now. i just feel like living through life all over again.
not that i want to change anything in the past or starting life brand new on a clean sheet. but merely experiencing everything all over again. it's quite cool right? almost similar to watching a movie twice. the second time might sometimes be better.

somebody, anybody, please invent a time machine.

sleepless nights

project week...

made us retarded

 made us tired

(lepak one corner)

our sitting arrangement how artsy

lan shop

arts school lets you draw on the wall anytime

de-stress time~

 

tuesday, 1000: drawing @esplanade 

contemplating suicide 

and enjoying life 

at the same time...

sunday, 1300: eating and doing work 

so that's how the last few days of the term went.

losing a great class

 gonna miss them so much :'(